First Real Blog Post in Years

I’m behind in life. My bills have piled up and I don’t take the time to actually pay them, although I do have the $ to do so. I have friends I haven’t seen in awhile I still need to get caught up with. My room still is not organizied the way I want it. Still things unpacked. I still have writings waiting to be written. I have a long letter explaining my life to those who are connected to my life. Gosh I’m somewhat of a mess. But I’m trying to change that.

I have successfully written something everyday for the first week and ½ of lent. Some days the writing was better then others. Today the writing is ok. I’m doing it. I’m about to post it. I wish I had kept up my writing over the years, leaving a journal for future generations to explore and read. How many electronic writings will be gone someday. How many more trees can be turned into books and paper?

I look back on the oppurtunities that I have had over the years. The missed oppurtunties. The lack of fullfilling certin dreams, goals and using my talents when I should have. Sometimes its really sad of what we could have been or done had we made other choices in life. If God allows me to live long enough maybe I’ll have a chance to fullfill the purpose of why I was born and came to this planet. It’s still possible. I still have time. May I not waste it.